perfectly lonely.

By Lalla Pratami - Senin, Desember 13, 2010

"People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated."
Tom Hansen, (500) Days of Summer

It's not being alone that I'm afraid of. Feeling lonely when I'm around people is worse than that. Lonely because I know I don't belong there. Lonely because people keep ignoring me, and if they notice me--they do bitch to me. As far as I try so hard to be there, my heart still can't accept that. Sad, I know. But I can't ignore the feeling. I have to face this loneliness.

Because we can close our eyes to the things we don't want to see,
but we can't close our heart to the things we don't want to feel.

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  1. banyak yg ngrasa gini kok
    tapi mreka ga ngomong

  2. I know what you mean by lonely in a crowded room. It sucks bad. But sometimes it's necessary though. We can't always be convenient and pleasant. Life's a bitch and we just have to deal with it.

  3. sometimes i realize.. it's not life that being a bitch. it's people that act like ones. I mean, why do we always blame life?

  4. puluhan teman di list yahoo messenger, ratusan contact di bbm, 500something friends on facebook, hundred followers on twitter, yet i still feel lonely. *tsah*

  5. I'm a very difficult person, but I take comfort in the fact that God made me that way.

    lo difficult sih la

  6. iya kayak db2 ya gue; difficult